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good day my friends, people are getting sick easily these few days.
takecare!!
today's reading was alright i guess? luckily it was about dogs, if not I'll fall asleep.
Kewei and Wenjie were very bad. Ms Quah showed us a video on pedigree dogs.
2 dogs had a disease whereby their brain is bigger than their head size, and they act weirdly.
like scratching here and there, whining and can't even stand up.
there i heard, both of them laughing away.
like, one of the dogs was put to sleep cause it is suffering alot and there's nothing the doctors could do, the other went for a surgery. they just kept laughing all the way.
the next story was about a German Shepard, its hind legs were shorter than the rest of its breed.
i heard laughing again! don't you think they should at least respect the dogs or even the people caring about the dogs? what if the dog suffering turned into either one of them? i don't think that they'll be feeling good about people laughing at them.
okays, let's not talk about it anymore.
chinese and english is like nothing much. i like chinese though, i like to disturb WAI MENG!
HAHA, he's damn cute. I'll draw on his books and have an elbow fight with him.
chemistry, not bad too. Mr Cheng always disturb people in class.
SS, i totally flunked it. i really meant TOTALLY.
i'm so going to fail combined humanities.

i experienced the worst feeling today.
hope you feel happy, and be happy.
lastly, please takecare of yourself...

Labels: million miles away

wa, i'm officially sick.
how great, and i have to eat disgusting medicine again.
so easy for me to get sick and so difficult to recover.
had flu, cough and fever.
but the fever is gone, now is the worst part, flu and cough.
rotted at home.
slept at 5pm woke up at 7pm.
didn't feel any better.
did English homework and now blogging.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE LING!
sorry that the celebration was not very fun.
we'll make it up to you!

Labels: to you

today was the farewell party for the Senior councilors.
everything seems to be so fast.
the games were fun even though the weather didn't cooperate with us.
had dinner and the mash potato was my fav.
ran here and there, jumped here and there.
was super tired.
the performance in the hall was not good, to me.
esp, Innocence part.
and i'm getting sick! oh man!
and it's FLU!!!!!
hate it manz, crap.
that's the worst part.
tmr had to go celebrate Jie Ling's birthday!!

Labels: farewell

ah gong, passed away on 10th August 2oo9.
i witnessed him lose his breath, he was actually waiting for my ex-uncle.
he actually pulled through National Day, everyone thought he couldn't.
he loves to watch National Day parade.
we could hear the fireworks in the ward, but he couldn't, he is in coma.
my ex-uncle came to see him the following day.
then with his 2 last breaths, he's gone.
i hurried to look her a nurse, the service was damn slow.
just nice Laura came and she went to find everyone and coincidentally, they were on the way to the ward too.
almost everyone broke down.
stayed at the hospital for a little while more and some of us went home to prepare the funeral stuff.
i rmb those times when i was very small, i'll always sit beside you in the car when you picked me up from school. i would always be very happy to touch the gear shift cause i was very curious about the thingy. i would always put my hand on the stick and he would put his hand on mine and change the gear. you will also ask me to help you massage, and i would, when i was small but now, i wouldn't. i also rmb that time when i found an envelope on top of the cupboard with money inside. i showed it to ah ma, and it was your own personal savings and you were so shocked when i found it. well, i would always climb up and down when i was young.
didn't go to school for Tues, Wed and today.
during the funeral, got a step closer with my cousins.
ah ni jie jie, ah mei jie jie and Jia Qi.
didn't get to play mahjong, but it's also a good thing i guess cause they are like those mahjong pros.
got on a see-saw with Jia Qi. ask him what's his weight and he's like 10+ kg heavier than me.
when i got on the other side, there was no difference, lol.
today was the last day of the funeral.
everyone cried, i was super sleepy on the way back.
had lunch, and went to Chinatown.
after that to the crematory again and collected ah gong's ashes.
missed dance investiture, wow.

i'm losing confidence bit by bit each day, and my results are dropping tremendously.

Labels: lost hope

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woke up at 0854 and went back to sleep till 1114. during that period of time, had a dream, actually, nightmare. pillow flooded.even if so, i still laid on my bed till 1130, thinking and wondering.went on showering, drying my hair and tying it.followed by the half an hour search for my bag , zzz. i thought i was going to be late, but, i was wrong.Jazreel sms-ed me saying that she might be late so i thought i could take 195 instead of taking mrt. after a while, she texted me again saying that she's on the bus alr. so, i went on with the"take mrt" plan. reached tiong, yay.
was intending to go to the toilet.

*while walking into the toilet*
Patty & Jazreel: EH?
Jazreel: eh hello, i couldn't recognise you sia, you look so different!
Patty: i also can't recognise you! eh, you let down your hair!!

yup, that was what happened.
travelled to orchard and went Wisma to get Jazreel's stuff.
first, went to Cotton On, love it.
things there are cheap and nice, so, great deal people!
got my sandals, size 36!(15bucks)
went to the ____ shop and waited for Jazreel.
she was satisfied but didn't get the thing cause she wanted to look around first.
saw Kewei, Wei Chong and TAO at Wisma!
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!
i was super shocked when Jazreel like shouted to them.
i was so shy that i used the plastic bag to cover my face (WOW).
Kewei was like asking whose that (PATTY).
he was shocked too.
went our own ways and he said he's going to suan me to death on Tuesday.
BRING IT ON MANZ! I'M NOT SCARED!
went to ate Takoyaki at Taka B1.
chatted and blah blah blah.
walked to Far east Plaza and shopped.
went to Max&More(another shop with great deals!!)
and bought a dress.
walked around again and saw ALOT of things i like!!
but i bit my lip, and just walked away.
had to walk ALL THE WAY back to Wisma to get Jazreel's stuff and some other things before going home.

when i reached home, ah ma asked me a very weird question.
Ah Ma: eh you got boyfriend right?
Me:no lar! who tell you one?
Ah Ma: *remains silent and walks out of the room
zz, that's so lame.

YOU, just simply left without saying a word, literally.
thanks alot,

Labels: nightmares

great, we're the first batch of Student Councillors and the last bath of prefects.
dance prac is getting more and more tedious.
i HATE bridge, it's the killer for me. Mr dan made us do and do and do, once with elbow.
you have no idea how "sour" your thighs will get, it's ridiculous.
i guess he's trying to train us to be stronger and stronger?
more and more body aches. mygosh.
even yangyang laoshi also realised that the pracs are getting more and more tiring.
to be honest,
dancers are getting more and more restless, and so are we.
sometimes, i can really just get very irritated by those stupid answers some people give who are trying to get attention or be funny.
when we're trying to make announcement, there will be buzzing around, then after that sms us asking what to bring or whatever again.
to friends, please understand our responsibilities and please don't make things difficult for us.
hope that those "friends" would understand what i meant.

realised i'm cracking up bit by bit each day. i may seemed to be hyper at times, but, the other times, there's an empty space somewhere in my heart which could not be filled up and i don't know why.

Labels: vulnerable/

okays, dance was super exhausting today. did all the basis stuff at first and then the "dance".
we kept dancing it continuously and it was like, BOOM. it's been a long time since i've danced till like that. was super late for class cause was sorting out the pictures and stuff.
after that was Student Councilor's Hour. at first felt quite lost as it's like my first time. meeting was like till 3.40pm and had to draw blazer from the Prefects' Room. had to rush off to Tiong cause Rachakan and Natthawut had reached and called me. ran to the bus stop and finally 851 came.

chatted..... remembered.... and lastly, regretted.

Labels: old times

IT'S BEEN AGES SINCE I BLOGGED.
wow, almost a month man.
things happen and change, so yeah, now somethings have CHANGED.
for good or for bad, up to you to decide.
new school term and it's kind of okay.
but going to school is super lame.
had to separate our tables and chairs and guess what, i'm sitting at the back.
no one to entertain me and it is SOO BORING.
we even have to sit according to our classes during recess, like so kua zhang can.
since they so scared, come to school also like no life lor.
weird things happening to me and kind o creepy.
if you guys are truly friends, you guys would have understood our responsibilities and try not to make things difficult for us.
getting more and more restless, mygosh.

Labels: H1N1-.-

completed all my homework except for F&N coursework part A.
no extension for holiday which is ridiculous. they asked people to vote, 80+, 90% voted for an extension, but did they extend? NO.
life is not good,
don't want school to reopen!
holidays seemed so short.
dance prac for 12hours from tmr onwards till saturday.
sunday break and monday actual AYG performance.

Labels: SAD