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so sleep alone tonight
Hello there, I am Patty and I LOVETODANCE. I crave for many things but I'm kind of happy the way I am right now, thanks to my GREATFRIENDS who brighten up my life. I like tissue paper but I'm not a fan of sausages. And so, blah blah blah. Life goes on. |
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ah gong, passed away on 10th August 2oo9. i witnessed him lose his breath, he was actually waiting for my ex-uncle. he actually pulled through National Day, everyone thought he couldn't. he loves to watch National Day parade. we could hear the fireworks in the ward, but he couldn't, he is in coma. my ex-uncle came to see him the following day. then with his 2 last breaths, he's gone. i hurried to look her a nurse, the service was damn slow. just nice Laura came and she went to find everyone and coincidentally, they were on the way to the ward too. almost everyone broke down. stayed at the hospital for a little while more and some of us went home to prepare the funeral stuff. i rmb those times when i was very small, i'll always sit beside you in the car when you picked me up from school. i would always be very happy to touch the gear shift cause i was very curious about the thingy. i would always put my hand on the stick and he would put his hand on mine and change the gear. you will also ask me to help you massage, and i would, when i was small but now, i wouldn't. i also rmb that time when i found an envelope on top of the cupboard with money inside. i showed it to ah ma, and it was your own personal savings and you were so shocked when i found it. well, i would always climb up and down when i was young. didn't go to school for Tues, Wed and today. during the funeral, got a step closer with my cousins. ah ni jie jie, ah mei jie jie and Jia Qi. didn't get to play mahjong, but it's also a good thing i guess cause they are like those mahjong pros. got on a see-saw with Jia Qi. ask him what's his weight and he's like 10+ kg heavier than me. when i got on the other side, there was no difference, lol. today was the last day of the funeral. everyone cried, i was super sleepy on the way back. had lunch, and went to Chinatown. after that to the crematory again and collected ah gong's ashes. missed dance investiture, wow. i'm losing confidence bit by bit each day, and my results are dropping tremendously. Labels: lost hope |