slept at 4am ytd night / morning . getting all warmed hiding under the blanket for a very long period of time while smsing and listening to the radio . stopped smsing around 3.30am and still can't sleep , played with myself until 4am and finally feeling tired . woke up at 12.30 and showered . went to my grandma's house unwillingly . felt not right for the whole day today , like i have no soul or something .
sometimes i feel that people kept lying to me and dumb . like as if , i'm just a dumb retard that goes around annoying people . i guess i'm replaceable or easily replaced .

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