the atmosphere this morning was like super weird. dont know how to explain.
so mood wasnt very good. so yeah lo.
did english paper2 which i seriously hate. the worst thing is that we have to write summary. disgusting mann. then had recess. not that fun either. went back to class. did chinese practice paper. but nobody care about it. cause we didnt have to hand it up.
after school. slack-ed in school for 30mins. ran for nothing can. went to find eunice with JAZREEL. okays.

thought alot about those complicated stuff.
felt that it was like seriously not worth it.
just because of the thing and our friendship became more and more fragile.
i dont want that to happen. i wanted to get back with you.
to the old times, before everything happened. when we can do things together.
no one interrupting or whatever.
getting high whenever we want like no body's business.
really miss those times. is it wrong that we listened to their opinions or we should just carry on with our lives being besties?
we once did, now, we are trying our best to get back to the past and be who we really want to be.

holding on to the times we have got together. those are all precious memories are the best things ever. you told me you were motivated by the chinese paper's passage. everyday is a special day. people will always say, "okays, maybe next time" or "next time then say la". but what if its all too late? i mean, you might never no what will happen. life is unpredictable. treasure the every second in your life. do whatever you want. if not, no use living a regretful life.
lydia, i really wish that the old times would just come back to us and everything didnt happen.
after all that had happened, misunderstandings will be solved, exams will be over but what about our friendship? hope that we could be besties again, from the bottom of my heart. we promised to try our best. let's do it!