okays. LET'S BLOG!
yesterday was having serious gastric pain / some cramps after eating dinner with mum at around 8+pm. was like late. aiyo. cant even walk properly. damn pain. wanted to scream. but too bad. was in public. still had to do maths and home econs stuff. slept at around 11.40pm? okays. then was like tired in the bus. nearly fall asleep. there's this man sitting beside me. he actually fell asleep and knocked into me. then im like shocked. well. im not the only one. he too was shocked. damn funny. went to school. i think i will score badly for english. really hope not la. its like. wa sian. really dont know what to do la. feel so useless. stupid la. damn stressed. didnt eat or drink anything during recess. busy printing and getting stupid A4 size paper. damn irritated la. started to splurt vulgarities in class again. okays. i know when the splurting of vulgarities will start. when i get irritated / frustrated / stressed. i want to get rid of this erm... this... habit? yeah HABIT. BAD BAD HABIT. get easily irritated. even when people try to like cheer me up. i will get MORE irritated although i know they just want me to like be happier. okays. history was kind of relaxed. after school went to meet up with the whole sec 2 and 1 prefects (nominees / trainees). okays. then chiong to music room to look for mr leong. okays. he wear until like quite formal la. but. aiya. his character still like small kid kind. suan-ed him. say he maths fail. slow and etc. damn funny. especially when JAZREEL was wearing the headphone. cause he needs to listen to a piece created by people using that computer. then when he played the song. he realised that the headphone was not plucked in and dont know what JAZREEL was like so-called"listening" to. we laughed like mad la. SUPER FUNNY CAN. then waited for mr leong to settle his stuff and then talked to him. aha. went to eat with TESSA. chat-ed alot with her. everything's like out and i feel like so so much better. but so sad. that time was not the right time to talk for me. cause i dont feel like talking. was i guess. EMO-ING?? she was like also di siao-ing JIAN WEN. lols.